day 7 - this kind of sucks .

Today was hard, yes. I didn't fall asleep until 6am, and I woke up at 11am. But I gave my mom two very awesome, handpainted terra cotta pots, because she loves flowers. I put white mums in one of the pots, but the other was too small, so I have to wait to find some good, small flowers. I'll see if I can find some pictures. (:

This is what I ate today:

5/9/10

2 scrambled egg whites & 2 tablespoons 2% milk , 1/2 slice of toast - 34 cals, 26 cals, 40 cals.

overall: 100 cals (12:45 pm)

Activia - 100 cals (2:00pm)

Apple - 70 cals (3:15pm - 3:30pm)

Siu mai, 1 pc - 60 cals (4:30pm)

400 mL of wonton soup - 140 cals (6:00pm)

sugar free all natural popsicle - 5 cals (7:15pm)

3 pickles - 15 calories (9:00pm)

Total: 490 calories

I'm so proud! Only 490 calories! But you would not believe how guilty I was for pigging out on one Shu Mai (dim sum, asian food.) And it was so hard to try and find a dinner that was 160 calories or less. But after looking through ALL THE CUPBOARDS, I was so excited to find a wonton soup brother + wontons. It was 70 cals per 200mL, and the can was 398 mL. It was fantastic. So, in the end, I ate LESS than 500 calories, and I'm full (ish.)

Actually, I really kind of want some more food. I might have a popsicle.

Here are some thinspiration quotes:

“A moment on the lips, forever on the hips.”

“Nothing tastes as good as being skinny.”

“Sacrifice is giving up on something good for something better.”

“Extra pounds are the price you pay for overdrawing you calorie checkbook.”

“The taste of a burger will last a second. The satisfaction of being thin lasts forever.”

“The only person who can stop me...is me. And I can take her.”

“I am your butter and your bread. The voice that’s in your head. I’ll take you in and fill you up with a lack of being fed.”

- ANA

“Starvation is an example of excellent will power.”

“Pain is only as real as you allow it to be.”