day 3 - third times the charm ?

I’ll admit it. 3 days and already I seem to be caving.

On Monday, I caved. My mom was trying to get me to eat just a few of the sweet and sour meatballs from the bowl, so she could put the lid on it. I obliged, eating three, and was immediately wrapped up in a harmony of flavour. She makes the best meatballs, you would not believe how amazing they are.

I ended up eating a whole FIVE more, PLUS RICE. That has to be at least 300 calories.

On Tuesday, things went well. I had a meeting for track and field, which was good, because I wasn’t very hungry at the stadium we run at. My food intake that day went like this:

banana - 105 calories

1/2 bell pepper - 15 calories

salad - lettuce, tomatos, cucumber - 4, 25, 8 calories .

overall: about 40 calories .

2 stalks of celery - 12 calories

spaghetti w/ sauce - 300

2 twizzlers - 70 calories

Yes, I did cave and have some twizzlers, but they weren’t TOO bad. My calories that day were 542.

But today. Oh, oh today. Tuesday night I was running down my hallway, tripped, and sprained my ankle. So no matter how much I want to, I can’t exercise. Plus, for lunch, I DIDN’T have my salad. I had a cucumber roll and miso soup. Sushi is my weakness. ;_;

I overate, big time, and this is what ended up being ingested:

banana x2 - 210 calories

1 stick of celery - 6 calories

1/4 bagel w/ cream cheese - 65 calories

nutrigrain - 130 calories

activia - 100 calories

1/2 babybel - 30 calories

1 cucumber roll - 110 calories

1 miso soup - 85 calories

1 piece of garlic bread - 96 calories

Overall? A WHOPPING 832 FREAKING CALORIES. 8 HUNDRED AND THIRTY TWO.

I feel so fat, so disgusting. As my punishment, I plan on taking a three day juice fast this weekend. Staring Friday morning, and ending Sunday night, I will eat no solids. I will only drink.