back on track . hopefully .

things have been going terribly . i've gained 5 pounds . i've lost sight of my goals, and i feel stuck, unable to continue . i have an unhealthy relationship with food . and everything is going wrong . i was doing so well ... i was on my way to getting so much control ...
but everything has been ruined . when i see food, i act as if it's nothing . because it isn't .
but when i get home, when i look in the mirror ...
my world crumbles .

i know that i shouldn't be obsessed with body image . i know i shouldn't care .
but i DO . and it kills me .

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i need to get back on track . i NEED to change . because if i don't ...
i don't even want to imagine that .

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